PUTANG INA ANG MGA GANUN, PRAMIS. PUTANG INA TO THE HIGHEST MAXIMUM LEVEL!!!
Gandang sapakin ang mukha, dre. Gandang mangbato ng bomba sa mukha. SHIT!
* Nagtweet kasi ako na gusto ko nang pumasok kasi wala na akong magawa dito sa bahay. As in wala. At bored na ako. SORRY NAMAN. Eh itong kaklase ko na hilig umakting na para bang “sikat” para maging “well—known” siya, kumbaga “social climber”, nagtweet-back sakin, sabi “You’re so weird. Everyone’s enjoying their summer vacation and you want to go to school already? Just go make something crazy about yourself.” blahblahblah.
EH SORRY NAMAN DRE. GUSTO KO NA TALAGANG PUMASOK EH. HINDI KASI AKO KAGAYA MO NA MAY MATITIRAHAN SA MANILA O DI KAYA’Y MAHILIG UMAKAR ALL DAY ALL NIGHT. EDI NAGSASAYA KAYO SA BAKASYON NIYO. PAKIALAM KO? SHUNGA KA?! POTA. PANIRA NG TRIP. TANGINA MO PO. PRAMIS.
Nakakabwisit lang talaga yung mga ganyan na tao! Ayos lang naman kung nagtweet-back, kaso kasi parang pinahiya niya ako eh. Ayoko ng ganun. AYOKO TALAGA. Tsaka inisip niya sana kung ano talaga ang gusto kong iparating. It was just for fun. Tangina, “You’re weird! :P blahblahblah”. Yang smiley na ‘yan? ‘Yang “:P”? Insulto yan para sakin. Basta nakakainsulto yang smiley na yan. HAAAY. BWISIT!!
Matagal ko nang napapansin na parang kompetensiya ang tingin niya sakin eh. Gusto niya, mas mataas siya kaysa sakin. Yung ganun. HAHAHA. Gago siya. ..|..
I envy those people who met Justin Bieber & One Direction, whether it is once or twice or thrice or whatsoever. I envy them a lot. <//3
I really, really wanna meet these guys. They changed my life in every possible way. I love them for that and not because of how they look. Their looks are just a plus. But their personalities are .. ASDFGHJKKL. <3
I wanna meet theeeeeem. I wanna take a picture with theeeeeem. For once, I want them to know that I EXIST. When I became a part of their fandom/s, I did some things I never expected to do in my life.
Because of Justin, I joined Twitter. Because of him, I learned how to “socialize” with other people from around the world, and look where I am right now. If it wasn’t for Biebs, I would probably be in our living room drowning myself in nonstop channel hopping. Justin taught me to NEVER SAY NEVER and BELIEVE in myself. He woke me up with his songs and made me realize that it is never too late to change .. for the better.
Because of One Direction, I’ve never felt so happy in my life. Watching their video diaries and music videos and behind the scenes clips never fail to amuse me. It made me a better person because I get to be true to who I really am because One Direction taught me to never be afraid to be myself. And that they showed the whole world that even if they were “grouped” during a singing contest, they united and acted as one and strive together to reach the peak of success. They got great things heading towards their way but most importantly, they have each other.
And because of Justin Bieber and One Direction, I learned how to be dedicated. I learned how to be happy for others as long as they’re happy and I learned how to support wholeheartedly.
These guys .. These guys are like legends to me. I admit, I imagine myself getting married to any of them, and sometimes to all of them, BUT WHO DOESN’T!? RIGHT!?
Just one wish .. I wish I’ll meet Justin Bieber and One Direction someday .. I could not die without seeing them. I swear. <|3
* The .gifs used are not mine. Credits to the owner/s. :)
- I’m planning on giving her a box of cupcakes, but I’ll still buy it tomorrow, and foh sure she won’t allow me to go to the city alone, since it’s Sunday. T_T
- I’m planning on making a surprise vid for her.. but I suck in making vids. </3 And I really wanna make a “grand” vid.
- I would like to make a collage for her, but that’s what almost everyone in Facebook is doing. Uggh. -__-” I want mine to be special. Mwehe. :3
- I wanna stick stickynotes all around our house with “Why I Love You” messages. Unfortunately, I don’t have any stickynotes.
- I would love to bake her a cake .. If only I have the skills of Peeta.
- A letter would be nice .. But that’s what I do every year. And she doesn’t keep it. She just places it at a corner and leave it to dust. <//3
- She’s not the “bouquet” loving type of flowers, so flowers are scrapped out.
This is hard. :(
They like, have the worst attitudes I’ve ever seen. They’re even bitchier than me. </3
- My dad has like the WORST tempers in the house. Whenever I do something “he doesn’t like”, his eyes will look straight to the depths of my scared soul. He’s acts as if he doesn’t want me around AND THE FEELING SUCKS.
- I think my mom is inlove with her co-teacher and I think she’s like flirting with him and I really don’t get her behavior these days. She’s like this happy person whenever she’s with that teacher but when she’s at home she’s like that bitchy person who is grumpy and as if she’s carrying all of the problems in the world. >_<
- My aunt is such a backstabber. If her mom ( my grandma ) is not around, she’ll be like “Your grandma is too much. She’s so dramatic. Uggh. blahblahblah..” OR “Your mom is acting as if she doesn’t have a family. blahblahblah..” But whenever my grandma or mom is there infront of her, she’s like this innocent and tranquil lady who doesn’t care if someone says something bad to her. Y’all get my drift? T__T
- And my grandma is so dramatic and also a backstabber. She’s overthinking every situation in the house. And she cries over it. Whenever she’ll get to talk to me, it’s like she saying a line from a soap opera or something. Wtf? And then she’ll get all teary-eyed.
I can’t bear it anymore. I don’t know what to do. I wanna leave this house because I’m just so pissed right now. <//////3
* Mygod. All these emotions inside me. ASDFGHJKL. <///3
I’ll cry myself a river. <//3
Or, better yet .. I’ll cry myself an ocean.
I’ll meet the artists that I’m reblogging on my blog. I’m planning on making a list of those who I wanna meet someday but my head ached when I’m thinking about it. They are just too many. -__-“
But I promise myself that I can’t die unless I get to meet them .. It’s okay if not all of them. Maybe at least 50 of them? HAHAHA. It is my mission to meet them .. SOMEDAY. And I will do whatever it takes. \m/
I would also love to go on a world tour for myself. I’d go to other countries and have a taste of their culture. Gaaaah. That would be amazing. *__*
As of now, I’ll just stare at my computer for the fab things that’ll pop-up on my dashboard and just reblog it. Bahahaha. :3
My schedule for my first year in college. Uggh. So confusing! And look ..
MY PE SUBJECT WILL END AT 7PM. ASDFGHJKL. REALLY!? REALLY!?!?! -_____-“
Well I just hope my first day won’t be horrible. >_<
I didn’t get the chance to hug him or take a picture with him after our graduation because I was so shy to go near him. But I was looking for him all that time. Looking where he’s at and if he still hasn’t left. I also didn’t get the chance to go even near him because the girl whom he’s courting was there. So I was kinda embarrassed to do it.
Unfortunately, the varsity jacket I ordered didn’t arrive, which really made me mad because the online shop CRAZYTHATMERCH just deleted her fucking Facebook account and didn’t give back me and my friend’s money, so I don’t have anything to give him on our graduation day. Kind of pissed. -____- Didn’t interact with him at all. </3
After we ate at a restaurant to celebrate my graduation, while on our way home, I decided to text him and tell him “Congratulations!” blahblahblah. And then it hit me. Why won’t I just confess? Since highschool is over and we’ll see each other rarely, I can confess to him without that awkward feeling towards him. Haha. :) So I stated typing. I started with his name which I can’t type in right now because I’m still in my “Should I or Should I Not?” state of mind. HAHA. I said “Congrats” and told him how happy I am for his achievement and such. And then I went to that “Even if we’re not close, I’m still thankful because I met you.” yaddiyadda. I told him that my life wouldn’t be complete. And then I confessed. I told him he’s my crush. :3
After typing the sentence where I told him my feelings, there was a feeling of relief and embarrassment. But I told myself not to back down anymore. Enough with the hiding! It’s time to tell the truth! :))
In my text message, I included how I’m disappointed since I didn’t get to hug him. I also told him to take good care of himself and don’t tire himself much so that his heart won’t be painful. He has a problem with his heart. :|
Of course, I added that if ever he has any problems, the girl whom he is courting would be there to make him feel happy. </3
It took me a while to press the send button because I was having those “What will happen next?” flashes in my mind. Even so, I sent him the text. A part of me was happy because finally, I get to admit my feelings for him. And then, a part of me was worried because what if he thinks this is some kind of a joke or whatever and he might find it nonsense. -_____-“
To be honest, I’m expecting a reply from him. I waited until 12AM .. but nothing. <////3
I’m proud of myself, though. I finally get to tell him my feelings. Finally. ♥
These photos were taken last MARCH 30, 2012 — the day when I graduated from Ednas School of Dagupan City.
In the morning, we had our Baccalaureate Mass. It was very solemn and it was very wonderful. The priest gave out a wonderful homily and that moment was just .. grand. I have to be honest and say that I cried during the mass. It just hit me. Everything that the priest said was exactly what we, the graduates, have undergone for the past years. And now? Look at us. We’ve graduated! :’)
The commencement exercises were held in the late afternoon. :D I arrived 15 minutes before the program started. I was prepped up, so are my relatives and batchmates. I really wanna cry that time but of course, I don’t wanna ruin ze makeup. Haha :’D
So we had our processional march, then the giving of diplomas, blah blah. You know, graduation stuff. I really didn’t get bored, only .. sleepy. :) There’s a difference, okay? :)) And it was friggin’ hot! I swear I was sweating too much, and my feet hurt because of the heels that I’m wearing. Uggh. -__-“
Then our valedictorian gave out her message. Her message was .. okay. :) It was not what I was expecting. HAHA. It’s because she mentioned her group of friends. She included them in her message. It’s not that I’m jealous or anything, it’s just that I don’t find it “appropriate”. I mean, it’s a graduation and she should be referring in general. :> That’s what my aunt said too. :D But I think if I’m in the valedictorian’s place, I’d be doing the same thing. :D I’d give my girlfriends a special mention. :3 Ohwell ~
Then came the moment where we need to perform our graduation songs. I was TRYING to cry during the performance but the tears just won’t fall. <//3 But on our last performance, Telma hugged me tight just as the song ends. That’s when I broke down and cried.
Everyone started crying. As we all went down the stage, I hugged one of the teachers who I’m really close with. <3 The moment where everyone was bursting into tears was heartbreaking to me. I realized that I’m not ready to let go of them yet. I’m not ready to leave and move on a different path from them. I’m not ready to leave HIGHSCHOOL. </3
As I go near the crowd my batchmates just formed, I can see BOYS crying. They were all crying! I was surprised when Abdul, my batchmate who’s a Muslim, hugged me and cried. It was really a surprise! :O Then, I hugged anyone who is on my way. I hugged my fellow WasteDumbs and gave out my gifts to them. I remembered that when I was about to hug RJ, he was the one who approached me and just hugged me tightly. And cried. <////3
I was looking for my crush because I wanna take a picture with him and hug him. UNFORTUNATELY, I was too shy to go near him. ALSO, the girl whom he is courting is also there. She went with my batchmate’s sister. <//3 I was totally heartbroken because I was expecting that SHE won’t be there so it’s like … you know, his attention is not on HER. AAAARGGGGGGGGHHH!! >:((((((((
Then we all went to the minifield/playground to light up our lanterns. :) We were the only batch who had this “event” during our graduation. I must admit that there were epic failures during the flight of some lanterns but most lanterns flew up waaaaaaay high in the sky. =D Mine flew as well, it flew up high … then when it passed over the cemented wall, it started to go down. HAHAHAHA. =)))
This night was just so memorable to me. It breaks my heart to leave this school and never come back next school year. </3 I just .. can’t. Uggh. T__T
Still, I’m glad that I graduated and I’m now in the next level towards a, hopefully, successful life. Bring it on, college! I’m ready! \m/
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I know I’ve been dead for 987654321 years and I AM SO SORRY. :(( Still, THANKYOU so much guys for not unfollowing me since I’ve been unactive for such a long time.
Gaaaah, now that I’m back, I’ll be doing a lot of recapping in the past days, weeks .. Uggh. HAHAHAHA. Be ready for my text posts.. =))))
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